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As I'm 19 years old now & I'm still a teenager, I feel life is something that you create under your mind. As a child I was bullied by my friends or else I was dumped each day by a new so called friends. Humm!! I still remember crying myself on my hostel bed for 9 years and spending the scariest nights lonely without a true friend. Did I needed one? Was I that bad? Why it has to be me? Why life is cruel to me?
These questions would hit me everyday. Yet, I was a very bold and strong girl that's what lead me to fight those days alone and that spirit became my friend. Everyday I use to wake up, to face those cruelness and that glance everybody had for me. My friends would last for days or weeks and would turn into strangers or enemies. And than now I realized, my life was a challenge everyday even as a little girl, who wanted to make true friends and was so silly and jealous for not having one "that friend". Whom I could lean and cry with, play with, share my things and secrets with! and now when I'm remembering those days I feel empowered that I became more stronger than I would ever be. "Friends" this word has a different meaning in my dictionary. I discovered myself by friends and I found me from my friends.